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(no subject) [Feb. 2nd, 2006|02:49 pm]

Get your own spectral analysis from Area 23®

i have no idea what it means...but it looks pretty.

i'm bored...really lonely...and extremely dissatisfied with my life. i feel like i need a purpose.
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(no subject) [Jan. 4th, 2006|01:57 pm]

i don't really have time to update everything that's been going on...but i wanted to say that i'd really like to see who ever is going to be in jersey during the next few weeks.  call me (973-216-0543) or im me.  if i don't answer, i'm probably at work so leave a message and a number to call you back at please.  thank you.



my cousin


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(no subject) [Dec. 1st, 2005|04:39 pm]
i haven't posted anything in a while...not that anyone's really tried to contact me. but i'm still alive...i think. it hasn't been a good week at work.
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(no subject) [Oct. 4th, 2005|10:39 am]
[mood |sadsad]

They put my dog to sleep yesterday. No more Daisy. She had a very severe case of lyme disease which possibly is what led to kidney failure. So we really didn't have a choice. I suppose there was always dialysis, but that would have cost way too much money. The antibiotics we were giving her weren't doing anything. Sigh

My parents always said we'd never get another dog after Daisy died and I figured I'd eventually have to convince them, but they've already started talking about another one. No one likes my suggestion for a cat.

bah...no time to write anymore.
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(no subject) [Sep. 26th, 2005|11:57 am]
Someone please remind me when I get home that I need to finish the last insurance class before Friday and I should do it today since I don't have work.

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(no subject) [Sep. 6th, 2005|01:16 pm]
[mood |sleepysleepy]

i hate b

i didn't drink that much so i can't blame the way i feel on that. and i didn't go to sleep any later than i have been recently. so i'm going to blame b and his shitty weed....and brett for not opening the bag and looking. drive around the block next time...or go through ashley's connections...get something useful out of this relationship.

i feel bad for those who may be living in baseball fields...but not bad enough to give them money....although i would if i thought it might serve some sort of purpose or change...i can probably afford it. but i know it won't...and i need to save money.

damnit...i forgot the direct deposit papers. oh well, i still have time.
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(no subject) [Aug. 29th, 2005|10:27 am]
I walked out on Pathmark last night...okay, so that isn't exactly how it happened, but that sounds better. Something happened with the guy (Charlie) who was running the podium...we've had problems before and I've managed to walk away, but something just hit a nerve and it was the final straw. I talked to the night manager and he said I'm not the first one to complain and they were supposedly going to talk to him and that I could go home. So now he wants me to call Tina (Charlie and my boss) and explain what happened. Luckily she isn't in today, so I won't have to deal with that yet. Charlie's also getting more aggressive with his efforts to sleep with me and I suppose that's kind of my fault by not telling him to stop. I've said I won't do it because he has a girlfriend...but I haven't really told him to stop...not in a way he could take seriously. So that's partially my fault. I can work with him...I just can't work for him. He made me cry yesterday (which I suppose isn't hard, but that's the first time anyone's made me cry in work...so he definitely went too far this time). And he doesn't think he did anything wrong.

Work through lunch...dentist at 4:30...physical therapy at 6...return overdue library books...laundry (?)...somehow figure out how to get more than 24 hours out of the day. it's so frustrating not having time anymore...and for the few hours a week that i do...i'm too tired to do anything. i fucking hate it. i don't understand how people do this for years...and have children to deal with on top of it.
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(no subject) [Aug. 19th, 2005|11:09 am]
so livejournal has a giftshop now?
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(no subject) [Aug. 18th, 2005|09:21 am]
happy birthday to me (and colin)

hmm...i have a lot to say, but i don't feel like it right now. i wonder if my parents got me anything. they still haven't bought my sister anything and her birthday was 3 weeks ago. and my uncle is dying...well, he's been dying for a few months, but now the cancer is spreading throughout his body and he stopped eating and something about his blood. so i'll probably be going to a funeral in a few days...assuming some miracle doesn't happen. so my parents are a little preoccupied. we're his only family up here so they have to take care of the hospice and funeral arrangements.

heh. the two main people i work for got me a huge basket of flowers and a balloon. they're covered in glitter (the flowers). i like getting flowers.
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(no subject) [Aug. 15th, 2005|10:37 am]
[mood |tiredtired & hot]

So I get back to work and there's no air conditioning. Apparently the building flooded from all the rain yesterday and somehow that affected the a/c. They also put in new wood paneling in the entranceway and it got waterdamaged. Our building has too much money to waste. They keep redoing the landscaping and the interior every few months. I don't want to work.

I'm going to be working on my birthday. I'll probably be working the whole weekend too. I guess I don't have to celebrate it on the day of my birthday, but I would like to do something...hint, hint. Brett's birthday is soon too, but he'll probably be in the Hamptons for that weekend.

I hope today goes by quickly.

I will have lots of money on Friday. That makes me happy. Oh...wait...I still have to pay for car insurance and my cell phone. Hmm, I should calculate exactly how much that is. I think my cell phone is around $90 and Sept. 1st I go back to regular insurance...I need to start getting quotes. Oh and this paycheck they'll take out the $50 for my health insurance.

Brett...start saving money!
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